Stuck in Place

No reason to stay
My greatest fall,
is just one storm away
I dont believe in this towns magic
anymore.
My faith drifted
away

No joy in the walking
Its only a race
I've tried so hard to love you
I'm always put in my place

Is it something I'm missing?
Am I the only one who's changed?
I should be thanking the stars
instead i'm cursing the stage

Maybe I'm meant to move on
Feeling the push and the pull
There is nothing to hold onto
There is nothing they cant steal.

Wish you were here

Been Sick so long/the sick and the pain/Been penned so long

Once a lone wolf / now a dog who just stays

 in the mansion on the hill

Some days i think maybe/ some days i never will

Faking my life/Cleaning their spills

Taking their orders/taking my pills

But the tides are turning always wanted to sail

holding my breath

waiting to exhale

Ill hold death in my pocket and

keep it as a lucky charm

If i am constant in the knowing, maybe

it will do no harm.

I think about when i wished it 

feel like it came half true

Even now i still cant help it

when i am lonely

I still sometimes do.  

O wild earth, bless my loneliness

with your solitude.

Answer my longing with your silence

-Elias Amidon

My Loneliness, my shadow

growing in the night. 

Casting its length, 

confronted by the light.

Continuous and hollow, 

my emptiness confides.

Deepened by its memories.

Comforted by its lies